theoldyoungguy
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Well i just got back from TF 1-08. sent home couple weeks early due to finding out my wife had an affair while i was deployed, i was very destructive to say the least, so they sent me home.
Ive been home for several days and i cant help but feel my whole 6 months was a waste. My wife is unwilling to reconcile, and does not feel for me anymore. We had a perfect marriage before i left , and now theres nothing. So for anyone thinking about going on deployment ask yourself what you might be giving up because this sucks, and it was not worth it. Im headed down a pretty grim road, and i dont wish it on anyone. dont make my mistake. i thought this was something i had to experience and she should understand. however ill tell u what i experienced. i realised u can die over there. it is not cool, and there is no glory. Afghanistan is not fun... will i go back, probably but only because the one thing i had in my life that was worth anything is now gone. deploying does give some meaning to your life, and it has its moments, but think about what you could have back home, that is far more important. dont make my mistake.
Ive been home for several days and i cant help but feel my whole 6 months was a waste. My wife is unwilling to reconcile, and does not feel for me anymore. We had a perfect marriage before i left , and now theres nothing. So for anyone thinking about going on deployment ask yourself what you might be giving up because this sucks, and it was not worth it. Im headed down a pretty grim road, and i dont wish it on anyone. dont make my mistake. i thought this was something i had to experience and she should understand. however ill tell u what i experienced. i realised u can die over there. it is not cool, and there is no glory. Afghanistan is not fun... will i go back, probably but only because the one thing i had in my life that was worth anything is now gone. deploying does give some meaning to your life, and it has its moments, but think about what you could have back home, that is far more important. dont make my mistake.