hmmm... i think i might be going nuts...who knew some push ups could stress someone out so much. Im even losing sleep over this, I lay there in bed thinking about it for an hr or more sometimes and then get up and try to a bunch...get back in bed and do this over and over. I'm going crazy because my fitness test is on August 26th (exactly 1 week from today) and two weeks ago I couldn't even do 1 push up. Today I can do about 14 (the last 3 are kind of forced) I am a fairly strong female...I squat 225lbs -4reps, deadlift 220 4-reps , bench 105 -4 reps , and i curled 105 for 1 rep max the other day..I'm not the weakest...I just have never been that great at push ups , its my weakness. I think I'm getting mild anxiety from it...Ill be somewhere..anywhere and ill start thinking about it and just feel like ill have to do a few push ups . Ive wanted this for so long ...sooo bad!! I'm 6ft, 195lbs (not a lightweight) I have my hands about 30 cms appart...I think I'm doing them right i go to about 4 inches off the ground, but yesterday I found out that my elbows have to be at my side??? ahhh any time Ive ever seen anyone do pushups, the elbows haven't been directly at the side of the body..not even on the recruiting video....what on earth? can anyone comment? ???