Now that university is done for the summer, and presently between employments while waiting for EI, been actively thinking about applying for CF. I held off from applying last time due to coming financial issues, too last minute, and oh ya, roller derby, which has been keeping occupied lately.
With the ups and downs of moving, work stopping giving me work, barely scraping by while my credit takes a further beating, etc, resulted in less focus on university and flunking a class I have been struggling to keep up. After the feedback from the prof, not even sure about competency for University, mainly in regards to writing papers and exams dealing with theories and philosophy. Keep saying to myself I would have done better if only had University to worry about, but not so sure with my present morale. Whatever the case, I will have to retake the course and couple of others I received bad marks on from the previous year for similar reasons.
Apart from that, becoming normal now for to actively thinking about applying for CF, yet also keep it to myself. Feels like coming out, I swear, not knowing who will look at you strangely or not, end the friendship, get the political rants which I already pretty well, and so on. With not knowing what to do when I "grow up", CF only thing that is jumping to my mind, with rest being things I would like to do or not to do (volunteer board of directors for some non-profit organizations, marshaling at some marches and protests, help organize and coordinate and run events, stage managing, working with others in projects, roller derby, etc) which I would not mind getting paid for...at least doing without worrying about finances I should say.
With the recent blahs with University, not even sure if I should continue trying for ROTP, or just straight out apply and maybe complete University later in life or something. Before going to Recruitment Centre again with my application, which I prefer submitting ASAP to keep the references valid, need to get the transcript after getting EI, and also getting my debt consolidated as well. Still looking into Intelligence and Aerospace Control, now Signal Operator. I am not hundred percent as they are mainly interests, but I do know rather avoid Naval. Air first and Ground second for me. My teammates husband, who works at the Recruiting Centre, mentioned MARS, but avoided answering that.
So yes, that is the plan for the month in that regards: get EI, debt consolidation, transcript, and then apply.