Hehe, thanks Thaedes, I appreciate your concern and respect your conviction, but don‘t worry, the motto I live by living primarily on the net is "Winning an argument on the net is like winning Gold at the Special Olympics, either way you‘re retarded." With that, I take it all with a grain of salt.
To be honest, the reserves has been an integral part of my life over the past 2 years, and I see it as being such for at the very least, a few more to come. What I wanted to get across to a lot of people was not that I think the way I think because I don‘t care, but rather, I think that way because I do. My apathetic, slack mentality I attribute to being in such an environment. Perhaps it‘s differant for most of these guys as for the most part they‘re PRes combat trades or reg force, where they probably take things more seriously than we do in PRes support trades. I think I have the best unit in Canada, because there are so many guys just like me. While you could use the argument "I wouldn‘t want that guy in a trench with me during a firefight;" any one of my mates at the unit will probably say something like "Yeah, we probably won‘t be anywhere near the firefight when it happens."
Whatsmore, my attitude I think reflects the attitude of my peers and perhaps of the era I live in. I read an article running in the Globe and Mail documenting "The New Canada;" which was about the uprising generation of 20 year old Canadians and how thier mentality differed dramatically from the more conservative older generations. While I know I‘m 6 months shy of being in that category, and I know there are likely alot of 20 year olds who arn‘t as modernized at the article describes, I do know that many of the attributes described of the youth of today are attributes I share. I also know that I exhibit and practice those attributes and beliefs in every aspect of my life; the reserves included.
By no means to I mean to be ominous as well, but it is my belief that that‘s the way our society is going. A generation of people believing in peace, equality, stability and egalitarianism is making it‘s rise, and I know it‘s only a matter of time before that mind set, to a degree that is practical, is present within the military. To a degree, i think it already is. I take Windwolfs attitude and experiences as soldier and the attitude and experiences I have, and there is a world of contrast; the man was medically released in was it 1989? Well, in 2003, I think things have changed dramatically. **** , within my unit there are guys who lived to see the change and always go on about it, much in the same way alot of folks around here do.
But back to my original post; I probably screwd up the stats on the range ex; again, it was almost a year ago, and I just wanted to get out of the cold, windy range and get back home and sleep. I‘ll ask my friend what she shot and what her grouping was, and I‘ll get back with that. The point I was trying to get across was that I think it bugged the L.Col that a girl who had been in for less than a year outshot 40-50 male soldiers, some of whom had over 9-10 years experiences.
As for my Ghilie suit, call it what you will, the reservists I‘ve gone paintballing with called it a ghilie suit, my OC called it one, anyone who sees me when I‘m wearing it calls it one, thus I call it one. But after dying it, I have to say I‘m quite impressed with it; when i put it on, literally, I look like a bush. My POINT though was... well... I didn‘t have a point. I had a question though to all the guys who have ghilie suits; that being, how do they maintain it and prevent it from wearing down? Also, how did the originally construct it? I‘m pretty sure that was in my original post too.